Playful Kiss

    Playful Kiss!    

 

 <3          Jung So Min and Kim Hyun Joong! Sweet!!!           <3

Anyeong! Heee... It's quite odd at first to say that word. I've always like Japanese stuffs etc... I never thought of liking Korean's too! It's never too late for me to like Korean's. Even though my friends always tease me for being so outdated on Koreans' Entertainment Industry. Haaaahhh!!! What ever! I don't care of those sayings, all I know is to keep my self alert and aware of their progressions. Weeeheeeheee.. ^0^

After get my self addicted to Boys Over Flowers, well I pretty much get my self involve in dealing my brain, heart and soul to PLAYFUL KISS!!! Hehehe... That was all because I like Kim Hyun Joong so much! >.< I finished watching the whole story within 3 days, including the extended version. Yeap, FIGHTING! Hahaha... ^0^ Noted that my housemate, Ros were also struggling to finish the BOF drama. Yikes isn't it? Hehehe... She also is a new BOF lover. Yeah, penyakit BOF kan berjangkit. Hebattt!

I was so focused on watching PLAYFUL KISS, and yeah... I didn't text him that much. Not just because I was obsessed with the drama or what so ever. I honestly felt a ''away'' and ''need to be alone a while'' and ''give me some me time'' kinda reaction on my self. So, now he must be sulking on me and maybe he doesn't want to talk and go out with me. Hmmmm... I also have been thinking about my dilemma on two things. Awkwardly, I felt a change in my self. A bit. And my feelings too. It's like I've knew what I want to do in my life and what is my goal. But, if I proceed with it, it might hurt few people's feelings. Therefore, I don't know what to do and what to decide on. It's been bugging me these days. These feelings made me think a lot and made my heart really uncomfortable. No such thing right. I mean, we've been serious all these years and it's like impossible to just stop right here. I'm in a dilemma in another dilemma.  

  

This is so torturing me. Just, is it possible for me to change my course? I don't think I really have the passion to further my studies and to work later in this English course. If I could, I want to study in DESIGNING or CULINARY. I wanted to do something that I really have passion on. Even though I know I can do this English course, but I just don't get my self into it really. I want to own and open my own Cafe' with lots of pastries and breads choices. Also, I want to design and make my own clothes and perhaps sell to people too. To see people happy with what I made for them, is my one true dream. Who knows that it could happen right? If it's not my rezeki yet to fulfill these dreams now, it could happen to be real in the future. Who knows? And I'm hoping for it to  happen in my life reallyweally. 

I just wish my dream will come true. Sarangheyo <3 

 

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ily143.........saranghe! ^^