when we have someone...

  

"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."
- by Donna Roberts 

Yes, when we have friends we won't realize of having the true friend. When they all left , we'll realize that we're all alone. When the time passed, then a day came without a single clue, who would you guess to call you first and ask about you health and life? Would all of your friends contact you every week or 2 weeks and some will about a month, and ask ''How are you?'' ''How's your life?'' "Are you doing well?'' ''Let's meet up somewhere'' ''Come over to my place and let's have a chit chat together!''.....  or..... ''Hi! How's life? Eh, can you help me? I'm so desperate now. Please...'' and after a week, they won't bother to call and ask about you anymore. See the differences?

A friend used to tell me about her so called friend before. She told me that her friend was manipulating her to get whatever the person pleased. Or in another word, SUKA MENGGUNAKAN orang untuk kepentingan diri sendiri. My best friend was the person's victim. Pity her.. :(

For the past few weeks, I get to know new friends in Unisel. It was a great opportunity anyway. My roommate is a nice girl. Even my housemates are okay enough for me. They are all cool people. But then, when we started to live as a family, a sudden news came up to us. My housemate, she got a better offer for her studies. So she decided to leave Unisel and go for it. We were happy for her of course. But we also felt a big lost for a friend like her. She's the eldest in our house. So we called her Kaklong. Yeah, we don't have any right now. She went to her hometown last week. I couldn't spend the time with her on her last day in Unisel because I went back to my place earlier. I wanted to say thanks to her for everything. I will never forget you, Rosalia Huda. =) And thanks for being a good friend...

 

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me and be my friend."
- Albert Camus ( Maimonidies). 

 

 

love;

ily143 sarangheyo! 

kurang seorang =(

Rosalia Huda and me 

 nnd

        Hari tu dia marah n membebel kat kitorang. Tapi kitorang tak kisah sebab die tegur kitorang untuk jadi baik. Rosalia Huda@ Ros, our kaklong in the house dirindui. She got a better offer to pursue her studies. By any chance, we still get the chance to know each other and had the chance to live as a family. Thank you for being with us in our rumah tuu... 

To our Bentara Ayam, we hope you'll never forget us and succeed int everything you do in the future. Semoga dapat jadi medical lab technologist yg baik! Pakai la coat putih ala2 doctor tu everyday yee.. ;) Dalam sedih2 sebab kurang seorang penghuni rumah D5-3F-U2 ni, kami happy tersangat sebab kau bagi stok milo kau sume kat kitorang. hehe.. TERIMA KASIH daun keladi... :D 

Our dear Ros, please take a good care of your self out there. And also,jaga lah Azzan kesayangan tu ye. Hahaha. =D

To remember everything it was not simple, To forget everything I could never do.

by ilysyairahrazman

love;

ily143 sarangheyo!

Playful Kiss

    Playful Kiss!    

 

 <3          Jung So Min and Kim Hyun Joong! Sweet!!!           <3

Anyeong! Heee... It's quite odd at first to say that word. I've always like Japanese stuffs etc... I never thought of liking Korean's too! It's never too late for me to like Korean's. Even though my friends always tease me for being so outdated on Koreans' Entertainment Industry. Haaaahhh!!! What ever! I don't care of those sayings, all I know is to keep my self alert and aware of their progressions. Weeeheeeheee.. ^0^

After get my self addicted to Boys Over Flowers, well I pretty much get my self involve in dealing my brain, heart and soul to PLAYFUL KISS!!! Hehehe... That was all because I like Kim Hyun Joong so much! >.< I finished watching the whole story within 3 days, including the extended version. Yeap, FIGHTING! Hahaha... ^0^ Noted that my housemate, Ros were also struggling to finish the BOF drama. Yikes isn't it? Hehehe... She also is a new BOF lover. Yeah, penyakit BOF kan berjangkit. Hebattt!

I was so focused on watching PLAYFUL KISS, and yeah... I didn't text him that much. Not just because I was obsessed with the drama or what so ever. I honestly felt a ''away'' and ''need to be alone a while'' and ''give me some me time'' kinda reaction on my self. So, now he must be sulking on me and maybe he doesn't want to talk and go out with me. Hmmmm... I also have been thinking about my dilemma on two things. Awkwardly, I felt a change in my self. A bit. And my feelings too. It's like I've knew what I want to do in my life and what is my goal. But, if I proceed with it, it might hurt few people's feelings. Therefore, I don't know what to do and what to decide on. It's been bugging me these days. These feelings made me think a lot and made my heart really uncomfortable. No such thing right. I mean, we've been serious all these years and it's like impossible to just stop right here. I'm in a dilemma in another dilemma.  

  

This is so torturing me. Just, is it possible for me to change my course? I don't think I really have the passion to further my studies and to work later in this English course. If I could, I want to study in DESIGNING or CULINARY. I wanted to do something that I really have passion on. Even though I know I can do this English course, but I just don't get my self into it really. I want to own and open my own Cafe' with lots of pastries and breads choices. Also, I want to design and make my own clothes and perhaps sell to people too. To see people happy with what I made for them, is my one true dream. Who knows that it could happen right? If it's not my rezeki yet to fulfill these dreams now, it could happen to be real in the future. Who knows? And I'm hoping for it to  happen in my life reallyweally. 

I just wish my dream will come true. Sarangheyo <3 

 

love:

ily143.........saranghe! ^^

i wanna get lots of those!

My first impression on these kind of stuffs was

A huge smile and [pretty overwhelmed]!

seriously babe!

  

aren't their the prettiest?! they 're so cutee and sooo chic. 

you gotta live with that ;) 

i want hose thingy  really, yeah really!

ouh better check these too:

I mean, can you ever believe when you want some thingy really badly, but u almost could NOT!? What is that? What is that? 

The actual possibilities to have those were there, just gotta push and pray some more. I'm not gonna lose this time. Yeah!

Hey i'm almost eighhhteenn okay. Even though i am underweight and looks skinny, it won't hurt to buy those for my self. For Ily's own sake. "Nak seribu daya, tak nak seribu dalih". 

THEY ARE ALL SOLD OUT!

so what's the purpose of showing them here right? Yeah, just to tell that I reallyweally love these shawls! When I first saw them, I JUST CLICK AND GET UPSET CUZ THEY'RE SOLD(to the unknowns...yeeshh)

My none other wish is to have all of them in my closet, 

yeah if ada REZEKI...................................................

Well, i am quite upset I couldn't get those by my self for now. I am not rich and can't easily got what ever I desire to have/to wear. I have to work for it. Keep my money for them. I do envy those people who can get pocket/ shopping money from their dads and moms when I couldn't. Even so, I am not regretting for it. Instead, I feel happy so that I know how to earn my own money, be patient and most importantly to feel reallyweally glad to buy my desired things with my own money. Period. 

;)

love;
ily143

Boys Over Flowers

I've never ever been this recent crazy. And now I'm incredibly crazy or shall i say hooked with this Korean drama, BOYS OVER FLOWERS. Yeap, i didn't get the chance to watch it entirely before. So, i did it in a week. 

Brilliantly right? I got the assignments  and presentation to do, yet i purposely made my self hooked with BOYS OVER FLOWERS. 

I finished watching the drama at 5 am today. GREAT. I found out that I couldn't stop thinking of the stories and the characters too. I'M ADDICTED TO THEM ALL!!! OMG!!!

Kuu Hye Sun:Geum Jan Di and Lee Min Ho:Goo Jun Pyo

 

 Kim Hyun Joong: Yoon Ji Hoo

Sarangheyo Jan Di, Jun Pyo, Ji Hoo, Yi Jung,and Woo Bin!

Sarangheyo Hye Sun, Min Ho, Hyun Joong, Kim Beum and Kim Joon!

 

my heart can't stand the aura and the impact! 

i don't mind what are the people saying to me, but honestly i couldn't stop liking and get my self hooked to this drama. 

i will watch this drama over and over again. ;)

I even hoped that Hye Sun and Min Ho really date in the real life. 

Or, Hye Sun and Hyun Joong be a couple. 

I don't mind Hye Sun date either one of those guys because they looked so sweet together. They should be together. Hehe.. 

I LOVE YOU BOYS OVER FLOWERS <3

love,

ily143